I had 2 American partners they were both worth to love. My first partner we went our separate ways after he found someone new but we managed to end things on good terms and stay friends. My second partner Time  goes by so fast it's been almost 4years when you left because of COVID Even though he already has Alzheimer’s he hasn't forgotten me It makes me feel the true depth of love so deeply No amount of care I gave you when  you were in  sick could ever repay everything you’ve done for me I just want you to know how grateful I am that someone like you came into my life. I will never ever forget you I know you want me to love again when you're gone just like you reminded me I am ready to fall and give love again I would also like to offer some advice if you know that no one will be there to look after you in the future when you can no longer move on your own find a life partner while you still can This is exactly what my American partner did I was the lucky one he chose to spend the rest of his life with He provided the financial support through his pension and in return I became his hands and feet I bathed him cooked for him and did everything I could to make him happy That’s why when the time came for him to pass away, my world truly crumbled and it took a long time for me to accept everything But I am ready for another companionship  I can be your houseboy  hands feet that will help you through the rest of our lives